Returning to Work!

Here I am again, after some days of vacation and relax.
I have to say that I have relaxed myself a lot, but the problems were here, waiting for me, and today I’m submerged with papers, problems, tricky bugs and much much more.
AHRGH!
Of course the time spent far from home, far from the problematics of the whole things I’m involved in has been very precious and maybe had helped me in coming out of a little stress ill I’m having, but today I feel again as the number of an assembly line…

What is stressing me so much? What is this world doing to me?

I’m tired. This is the key to understand my problems.
I’m tired to look over tomorrow without being able to see something good.
I’m tired to look to my career seeing nothing more than a dying ideal of “Good Work”.
Is Italy really the Persimmon’s Land I’m seeing?

I’d like to fly away, more than ever, because here I feel like a wasted man, like I will someday “sit” on my job and stop caring about everything, becoming one of the too many that brainlessly heat the chair without giving this nation some future!
No…
I know I’ll NEVER become one of those, but I will always be engaged in an endless war between what I feel “RIGHT” and how this Italy is working. It is not good to be on war 365 days a year!

These days will be too fast, too busy, so I think I will handle one problem a time: I will be able to recover well, to read a lot and to stop bothering too much about the things I will not be able to change!

One Day I told to Frank:
I protest too much!
and he said me:
Is this so wrong?

I’d like to see some changes, and I will work with all myself for the things to change. If not here somewhere else…