The Circle of Idealists

I am stubborn!

Damn I am, but in the past I have been more than today. Time I’ve spent, people I’ve known and met, errors I’ve done and target I’ve reached has changed me in a more balanced person. Once if I found a wall I tried to make it collapse with my head, without even searching for a door. Now I’m still tempted, but before breaking my bones I try to find a door (and then I break it with my skull…)
Time changes everything, time has changed me, even if in my heart I’m the usual Idealist I’ve ever been.
Fabiana, like me, is another Idealist that bring the Justice as her first ideal. Justice with the Capital Letter, not our justice, not the justice laws, but what is Right against what is Wrong. Yes, she is another one that has been changed by the life.
We seldom find people like us, idealists and dreamers, that hope for a better world, but yesterday we met Lizzie, Katy’s sister, that in her being young, has shown us something we were forgotting: if you want something to change you have to work hard to change it, nothing changes by itself.
I told you she’s young and probably she will have to meet the continue obstacle life put in front of you every day, but in her I’ve seen tre power of the ideas we have and the power of the actions we are loosing.
It’s hard to find someone that tells you that you are a creep because you don’t let the action following your ideals (even she never told me I’m a creep I know I am) but the strength I have received is high: Never sit down if the world can be a better place, but fight everyone of your battles.
I know who I am, but like everyone sometimes I lie to myself to keep my life easy.
Mea Culpa
Probably I’ll never run for politics, but probably I’ll not give up with my book, with my dreams.
Years ago I was used to tell that the corpses of the adolescent are called adults, and in this case I have seen that a part of myself is following this maxim.

Think Different, says this old commercial, and shows a Great Man that have changed the world… in All Alone.
Another commercial says “Impossible is Nothing”, and it’s damn true!
So, I think I’ll wake up again, like I’m used to when I deeply understand myself, like a Phoenix (have you ever asked why that logo in the website?) and I’ll get my (s)words and I’ll really try to change my world! Probably my crusades will be little, at least in the very beginning.

I have to say thank you to Fabiana, that always support me, always had and always will, Lizzie, that have reminded me that being a creep doesn’t solve anything, Frank, for remembering me that you have to start from the small things, Katy, for remembering me that sometimes the silence is Gold and also “Granny” (whose name is missing :( SORRY GRANNY), for showing me that age doesn’t affects the ideals!

Of course, Thank You to Fabiana for the Love she always give me. I Love Her and I always will!